I've recently been thinking about the distinction between being alone and being left alone. They're two entirely different things, but they can accomplish the same end result. I used to think that to recharge my "energy battery," I needed to be completely alone, but I don't think that's entirely true anymore.
There are times when I am done with people. Too many people for too long. In that case, just go away. Solitude is needed.
However, sometimes I don't need or necessarily even want to be completely alone. I just want to be left alone. I acknowledge your presence, you acknowledge mine, and we both go about our business independently, even though we are occupying the same area. I am aware that you are there, I am thankful that you are there, but I'm not necessarily going to further acknowledge or interact with you.
I think an example is in order. I am working this summer at the same summer camp that I have worked out in previous years. At one point during program staff orientation, we were all up in the craft house. I don't remember why we were all there, but we were and it turned into a game of "Help the Craft Director Make Sense of the Madness/Mess That Is Her Craft House," while also using some of her supplies for some purpose. (I don't exactly remember what.) What I do know is that I ended up painting a sign for the Welcome Night Campfire. I had someone else draw out the lettering, and then I staked out a corner and started painting it. I was aware of the other staff members and their busy-ness, but they left me alone over in the corner with my painting job. It allowed me to recharge for the afternoon while still being a part of the group.
Sunday, June 29, 2014
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